Monday, October 13, 2008


Do you ever just get tired?

Tired of trying to make something work?

Tired of not being understood?

Tired of being ignored?

Tired of feeling in the way?

Tired of fighting for something?

Tired of working at something?

Tired of wishing something would happen?

Tired of feeling guilty?

Tired of feeling frustrated?

Tired of the glass walls?

Tired of the glass ceiling?

Tired of being the only one?

Tired of the anger?

Tired of the pain?

Tired of ignoring it?

Tired of being alone?

Tired of wishing for more?

Tired of wishing for something else?

Tired of the what if's?

Tired of the should've, would've, could've?

Tired of looking back?

Tired of not looking forward?

Tired of not feeling worthy?

Tired of not being worth it to someone else?

Tired of dreaming of anywhere but here?
Tired of looking at the grass on the other side?

Tired of the second guessing?

Tired of the silence?

Tired of the cold aloneness?

Tired of not being enough?


Yeah, me too.


Ginabear said...

Awwww Jen!! Wouldnt be awesome if a good nap just killed the tired feeling? I know what you mean my friend! I am "tired" a lot. Guess what have awesome people in your life that hopefully relieve some of that tired feeling! I love you girl!

Anonymous said...

Wow...does that ever explain it. I have been tired most of my life. I wonder sometimes if that feeling will ever go away. It has slightly but most of the time I can still feel it.